Close

Close,
Like blood drawn from the same vein,
You smile,
And my heart stops again
You whisper,
I scream within
When did this chaos begin?
And when its over who will win?
We are close,
Like blood from the same vein
It is going to hurt when I can’t see you again.

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From journal,greenfinity July 2008

Walking unfamiliar ground,
I think I fell off life's merry go round
I wanted to make you proud,
Sometimes I feared I dreamed out loud
Went too fast, tried too hard
But whats living, if all I did was hide?
where's the thin line between healthy ambition and pride?
Tomorrow when I look at yesterday,Will I wonder if you cried,
Silently watching as I broke my own heart?
I am walking unfamiliar ground
Broken,
I wish You were still around.
All I wanted was to make you proud.